Wednesday, 14 October 2009

41. peringatan untuk sendiri

hari ni perjumpaan ibu bapa, penyerahan report card..
abah n mama takk pi pon.
yalaa. my parents kerja, ada kelas..
takk pa, saya anak yang memahami.
walaupun pada awalnya menitis jugak air mata bebal, sebal.. haha

okay.
balik, abah tanya,
'dapat nombor berapa kali ni ?
nombor 3 jaa.
dan terus diam..
then, si kembar pulak.
'kak oney dapat nombor 3 ? kenapa?
ketua kelas kan pandai.. '
grr.
malam, mama pulak tanya..
'awat oney takk dapat straight As kali ne ?'
jawab.. 'erk.. susahh..'
dan terus diam..

they never bother me to study hard,
they never push me, never.
but i know they want me to get flying colours.
they want us to success.

hoho. i was not happy but not really sad..
erk. that was a shame on me to get only an average results.
i know, my family were put up higher expectation on me
and i make them frustrated.

my sister got 8As in her SPM,
for sure, i had to get 9..
InsyaAllah..

2 comments:

DESS said...

Don't put unnecessary pressure on yourself.. Just do your part. "What you want is what you get... on one condition!! You have done your very, very best... Stay focus and determine. Good Luck!!

cik myra (: said...

ok la tu.
best of luck yang! hoho ;)